Mad raps I mastered that technique way back
A young lad that felt the dream was everything with the cash
Just stuck with that no matter what life had for him
He would act a psychopath in the lyrics he wrote down with his pen and pad
A full collapse and now relapse with what he had just crashed
It’s just a bottle of libation waiting for the half
The master craft of writing raps will probably be my last act
Till I catch my final breath n rest with what I have
And I’m fine with that just as long as we’re known
The 2 brothers and the homies that rose up from the snow
With a 40 as a code that all my people know too well
When life’s he’ll we’re fucking burning throats
Then I close my and I see the color of the future turning dark
With the breeze it all makes me freeze
I fall to my knees then put my hands together and pray to the entity
Then I believe that it was all intended for me
Playing this game of life and death why can’t you stop’em referee
I seem to be in deep with all the evilness I bring n then
I think when I try my mind is killing me
Becoming flooded issued with suicidal thoughts
My soul embarks in the valley of the dark
Only seeing Graves tombstones with a cross
And all spirits screaming are you happy with what you lost
A single problem might flip if you let it
Becoming resurrected
In an unclosed ledger where I kept my perspective
I’m sending out a message
Imma keep myself alive in the rhymes I been sending
A single problem might flip if you let it
Becoming resurrected
In an unclosed ledger where I kept my perspective
I’ll send another message
Imma keep myself alive in the rhymes I been sending
A single problem not fixed will grow and turn your life upside down
As if it was a quote, leave you helpless and hoping that no one will know
That you were packing and acting like you would use it on yourself
A native aboriginal begging for help please
You make me wanna believe that there’s a place that I can live free
‘Cause hell froze and there ain’t no going back
I can’t take another bad trip I just need to face the facts
That I need to go back to reality, enough of this
Nothingness I mostly need the quantity
Quality liven is what every native needs
So sign it up and give the people what they seek
I feel the world looking deem, feel the room caving in
Less than nothin’ yet again, nothings ever different
No they won’t let me repent I’m a demon left for dead
I’m not the one you should depend on my life is shit
As we go through sudden changes, the battle rearranges
Nothing seeming dangerous, no more liven in cages lately
Only turning pages, and my spirits ancient
That is why I got the patience, another amazing native waiting to get known
Born complicated never related to death unless his name is on a tombstone
A new zone clear of sorrow and the pain is gone, without no one around to take you home
A single problem might flip if you let it
Becoming resurrected
In an unclosed ledger where I kept my perspective
I’m sending out a message
Imma keep myself alive in the rhymes I been sending
A single problem might flip if you let it
Becoming resurrected
In an unclosed ledger where I kept my perspective
I’ll send another message
Imma keep myself alive in the rhymes I been sending
Produced on the MPC1000, “Nosthaigia” documents time spent in Thailand via regional music. Available here in an exclusive color vinyl. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 24, 2024